1 and a 2..2 and a 3..then you gotta BREATHE!!

I am so sick and tired of being sick and tired! yes am complaining, but damnit its my blog i can say whatever I want to.

ugh! i am so fustrated with eveyrthing...Could possibly explain the reason for my recent insomnia.

Where do i fuckin' start. MY HAIR. I JUST FEEL LIKE CUTTING IT ALL OFF! and and am serious, I just might do that this weekend. shit is damaged w/all this stress!!!

I am so tired of these stupid break outs on my face! ugh! i want SMOOTH CLEAR SKIN AGAIN!

I am tired of being so far away from my family.

I am so tired of feeling like shit

I am so tired of stupid people thinking they are better than others.

I am so tired of these gossipers thinking they know whats going on. spreading their nonsense lies.OMG GET A FUCKIN LIFE!!! its my family not yours! should be lucky I am a changed girl, BELIEVE I WOULD HAVE PUT YOU BITCH ASS ON BLAST! I wouldda talked about your mother and whoever birthed your mother. But like i said, I am a changed girl, so off i go with a smile on my face!!!!

Grammys

I was watching to see the M.J tribute really, and it was great! It was so nice to see his kids up there talk about their Dad, they are so well spoken and so beautiful. Almost had me in tears. As far as him being the REAL DADDY? lol wtf does it matter? really?? there's bigger issues in this world to worry about people!!!!!. Anyway The opening of the gramy was killer ..who better than the character known as LADY GAGA to open up an award show?!!!....I always expect her to go over the top and guess wha? she never dissapointed . I loved every min of it, from her perfomance to her red carpet err costume? lol it was UGLY, IT WAS HOT, IT WAS BOLD, IT WAS DARING..IT WAS SIMPLY GAGA! !!!! LOVE IT!..and all these other fake GAGAS need to give it a rest. Pink was another favorite on the red carpet!! she looked amazing, and her performance?? by far MY FAVORITE. Chick is madd underrated. Taylor Swift on the other hand, I dont get the hype. I actually liked her pre kanye west saga. seriously! But now this whole "Kanye Hurt a teen age girl's feelings there 4 she must take every award NOT deserved because we feel sorry for her "routine is getting old and annoying. Let it go already! Album of the year my ass!! And Yes Rihanna was my favorite on the red carpet, is she ever NOT my favorite? lol doubt it. Beyonce's perfomance was great. I mean shit, chick is ALWAYS great, she is an amazing performer at that, I just wish she would fire her mother as her stylist. *smh* its always in between with B. Its never vomit ugly but its not super HOT either, its just THERE and predictable! am like SUPRISE US B*TCH! lol anyway here r some pics to see what am talkin about.

RiRi

What can I say? she's won my heart over and over. Its that RiRi Swag baby!!!Hell she's more known for her style than her music these days!!!

LADY GAGA

B*TCH just dont give a F*CK!!!! how can you NOT love her? lol i was concerned how she was going to sit down tho , but I guess she changed costumes

BEYONCE

I mean like i said, its just OKAY, the dress showed off her beautiful body, other than that, its typical beyonce outfit, even the hair/make up..*sigh* I suppose you cant have it all when you r that beautiful and talented. buahahahah!

Mary J

the dress looks Cheap.Nothing special to it...its alright.but err those bloody tats!! :o( they always somehow ruin it for her! still love the Queen tho!

Jennifer Hudson

Damn she lost that baby weight and she looks great!!!! As for her outfit, not feeling it. Then again, I've never been a fan of JHud's style. I mean its the grammys pop some color to it, looks like she has interview to go to. I dunno do something!

Heidi Klum

the original octo mom! hahahah. Even if i dont like what she's wearing, i cant even hate, she's HEIDI KLUM! she just popped out her 100th baby and she still looks the way she does, wtf is my opinion? lololol

Ashanti

Perfect Hair/Make up. WRong Dress and the shoes makes it even worse! yikes

Mya

m not sure what she's going for, but this dress looks like its from in the 90's when she was still relavant . Hated it!!!!!!!!

Pink

Flawless! I mean am speechless

Britney Spears

hmm? am still pullin 4 a Brit come back, but i need to ask her if she does this on purpose? I mean its like she doesnt care to try anymore....HOT FLIPPIN MESS!!!!

CICI

I kinda see where she was going with this. lol buT 4 such a dramatic look, the make up doesnt even match the dress!!. lol my bff said she shoudl stick to just being a pretty tomboy all this tryna be edgy ish doesnt work for her. lol what do u think?

Miss Keri BayBe

Ok this is the best i've seen her look, that color on her skintone is just gorgeous, hair/make up is fab!one of my favs

Common

Yes Yes I will marry you..

Fergie

Hot mama! I like it, she looks fab and it looks so effortless

well thats it for now, shout out to TRU M! hehehe i got ur msg on fb ;)

xoxox

Car Accident

Man, what a way to ring in the year huh? I was involved in a car accident that left me w/a sprained ankle as well as a scar on my neck. I am still alive and that is all that matters.
here's some pics of what the car lookd like

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!!

omg its 2010 already. TGI2010! 09 was some b*s. so am riding on 2010 to be the best of the best in jesus name. We got big plans for 2010. Speakin of big, why dont you go show some love here http://www.blackcherrymag.com and tell 'em T. sent ya ;)
Anyway I would sit here and lie and say my new years was crunkkkkk but it wasn't. lol ended up in the car trying to find where we were going. shout out Angela & Adrian and Jin and Eliza...
did i accomplish my '09 goals? and what plans do i have for 2010? well '09 things started out well and them errr that crazy turn it made RUINED everything., but i am not dwellingo n the past. we leaving all that b.s. in 09. so focused on 2010. New Year, New Attitude! Goshh I can actually smile again, How fabolous is that?

shut up and drive

arghhh am so annoyed right now. This octo-mom lady is in the library w/her kids and Why the hell is the baby crying soo loud..like screaming??? and the baby is crying making all kinds of loud noise. take it outside, go breast feed it or something. ugh. I even have headphones on and i can still hear the baby screaming!...wait aminute, this is america, this kinda baby crying has me concerned all of a sudden. you know how u keep hearing all these disturbing stories, mothers doing sick shit to their kids...(microwaving, drowning, choking etc etc) hmm i hope this is just a regular baby cry O and there's no more to it!
tired of these psychos running around raising kids, tryna blame it on postpartum depression or some other b.s. excuse..how about people should be given mental evaluations b4 letting them keep their babies @ the hospitals..end of story.
Yeah thats my thought of the day.

"If you jump I'll break your fall.."

"Because there has always been heartache and pain

And when it's over you'll breathe again"
-Savage Garden

Me Myself & I, thats all I got....

This was ma plate 4 thanksiving!!!!! YES NO TURKEY, just steak and potatos boi and OFCOURSE hotsauce KETCHUP..ketchup makes anything taste better. Turkey is like soo overrated. I helped peal the potatos atleast :^)hehehe, "mommy wow am a big kid now :o)." What am I thankful for you ask? LIFE! FAMILY & THOSE FEW FRIENDS I HAVE. I have to admit this thanksgiving was quiet different, not necessarly in a bad way, but hey u make lemonade outta lemons life throws ya way. Earlier this week I was told I complain too much..hmm perhaps...but right now my only complaint is HER. I have to face her, sooner or later. From the looks of things, I will be facing her pretty soon. I can feel her already. She has creepd up on me, . ..she has cascaded the leaves down to the ground.she has robbed happyness and sunlight! she has left me with dry skin & chapped lips YESS AM TALKIN ABOUT WINTER!!! lol Toweezy DoLL vs Winter round 1938383833929393 here we go!!!
as a matterfact right now I am @ paneras and i guess it must still feel ike summer 4 them cause they have the fan on!! everyone coming in here is wearing summer clothes and am covered up!
but its like 40 degrees Anything below 60 is cold in my book.. nonsense!

on that note,I need winter boots+ jacket Cheap Cute ones, where can I get them from????? hmm